To the First Person to Wish Me a Happy Birthday on the Midnight of my Twentieth

We have not spoke since July

je parle broken francais

voulez-vous coucher avec moi, ce soir?

an American fantasy


Days of grace pass by aging

I am now a year older

many moons have moved

these days are spent in sounds


Rustling leaves and singing birds

a red cat licks himself while lizards scour fences

I seemed to have mushed an ant

by light force alone


The world is at a standstill

quiet—uncertainty

The moving faces

sulk shadowed back to their places


Where do we sit in the silence

in the somber and the stillness

A creation of our own sound

perception of sung notes


The stoned lovers of Amsterdam

no longer can meet in the streets

share a j with a stranger

silence comes up and it creeps


One day we will flood the world

in flowered love and song

Maybe we will meet again

if only the universe let’s in

P.S. sorry for leaving you in a McDonald’s bathroom