In My Conscious Membrane

What if we become

open to the belief

that the overwhelming

desire to be loved


exactly as I am

where I stand

in existence to the grand

was the exact place

my heart should live


in feeling everything

is alright

exactly as it pertains

to the world


My brain is muddied

I refrain

but my fond

seeps through like morning dew


I see the sparkle

of the grass

in the way you shine


Even in relation to glass

transparent in a way


As if my brain has 

invented special rays

to look inside others

and see where their heart goes


Is it yearning?

Is it yearning?


In the warm aging youth

of moving stars

rearranging shapes


The sun still burns

in grand retrospect

no matter how closeto everything around


And you my dear

burn my eyes

as if I were 

seeing the sun in space